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Take the quiz: "Are you a good kisser"
Your a fuckin good KISSER
WOW your a good ass kisser u need to call me shit! lol
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[08 Jan 2005|11:17pm] |
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so so. this week was good. there was like, 3 full days of school, pretty gangster.
the only bad part was i was talking like one of those people that smoke too much and have that hole in their throat. but i'm getting better.
this weekend has been pretty chill so far too. yesterday i came home, and cleaned my rooom, which was lame. then i went to the mall with tim, and got a new straightener, some underwear, napoleon dynamite, the killers cd (finally), and nina sky, cuz they actually had it. then i went back to tims for a bit, and we left for his hockey game in saugerties. the rink was some like, old fashioned kinda thing, i swear to beans it was covered in like a piece of cloth. it was so fucking cold. well colder than usual anyway. i wish he played a normal sport like basketball so i wouldnt have to wear a fucking parka and freeze my ass off on overly cold metal bleachers. but its all good. anyway, needless to say i spent most of the game in the lobby with alannah, tori, and heather, watching the game thru the windows. i have to say, i was very proud of my timmy. some kid was punching him and cut him with his skate, and he didnt fight back, even after HE got the penalty for what the kid did to him. he just went and sat out the rest of the game like a good little boy. but it was probably cuz the coach promised to call the head guy person and get the other kid thrown outta the league.
so today i was gonna go play paintball, but it was all shitty and no one else was going, so i didnt. instead i went to the paintball store with tim and chilled there for a few hours with matt, rosie and loeke. it was a good time. around 6ish joe and guedo came and chilled for a while, then went back to his house. i hung out some more so i could talk to rosie about tims v-day present, but .. it was kinda hard to do with him right there, so i didnt. then we went back to joes and chilled with him guedo aj and derek. it was sooo much fun. i love those guys to death <33. so me and tim left around 10ish, and went back to his house for a while, and, now i'm here.
i've come to the conclusion that i seriously hate hanging out with girls. like, intensely. i dont know why, hanging out with all guys is so much more fun. and i really really hate hanging out with people that go to ketcham. i think hanging out with people you dont see every day of your life is so much more interesting.
well well. i guess thats it.
<33
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| ...SURVEEYYY .. stolen from lisa :) |
[04 Jan 2005|09:11pm] |
KISSED SOMEONE:
on the cheek**
on the lips**
on their hands or fingers**
in my room**
in their room**
of the same sex**
of the opposite sex**
younger than me**
older than me**
with jet black hair
with gray hair.
with curly hair**
with blonde hair & blue eyes**
with flaming red hair**
shorter than me**
taller than me**
with a lip ring
with a tongue ring.
who was drunk
who was high
who I had just met**
who was homosexual.
who I didn't really want to kiss.**
on a holiday**
on a dare
who was going out with someone else [ its entirely possible, but i dont remember]
who was going out with someone close to me.
who was my good friend's brother or sister.**
who had been/is in jail**
in a graveyard.
in a church.
at a show/concert**
at the beach**
in a pool, jacuzzi, or some type of water**
who was legally too young/old for me to have sex with**
with dyed hair**
with a shaved head
who was/is my good friend**
who was/is in a band**
who has tattoos
who is of a completely different race than me.
in the rain**
in another continent besides where I was born
with an accent
with an std
on a boat.
in a car/taxi/bus**
on a plane.
at the circus/carnival**
with a missing body part.
in the movies**
eskimo style**
upside down.** (!!!.. mucho divirtido <33)
in jail.
who I didn't know their name.**
who didn't know my name.**
who was wearing pink underwear...its possible
who was a complete asshole**
who forgot about it.
on a roller coaster.
when I was 10.
in an RV
who thought I was a member of the opposite sex.
who thought I was drunk when I wasn't.**
who broke my heart**
who's heart I broke**
god i'm such a kissing whore ... look at me go
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yayyy merry belated christmas everyone!!
vacay has been pretty gangster so far.
wed. was a day. i got into a little accident on my way to work, and ended up in the emergency room. doug was there, and the other emt was pretty damn hot, so thats all that mattered. and the doctor in the er told me i couldnt work for a couple days, so there went the 8 hour day i had for thursday.
so thursday i kinda sat around all day cuz i was in a bit of pain... then around 4ish i went to the movies with tim and his siblings so his parents could wrap presents. we saw the polar express .. it wasnt as good as i thought it was gonna be. i think my expectations were too high. so then after the movie we went back to his house and i had my first christmas. i got a charm from megan, a makeup bag and mirror from alannah, a shirt and calendar from tim, a bunch of shirts, skirts, and pjs from his parents, then the american girl doll that i've always wanted from the whole family. it was pretty gangster.
then christmas eve i decided to go visit my aunt, uncle and cousins in pa cuz they just moved there. my mom and rick were there too, so it was kool. we just kinda sat around and talked all day, then i did some serious hw, and for the 1st time, i got to help with the whole santa clause thing, cuz we had some believers in the house.
so christmas was kool. i actually had some presents there, even though me going down there was the most last minute thing ever. i got some clothes, gift cards, candy, and some other stuff. then we had dinner.
so today we woke up crazy early, and my mom and rick drove me home, then i had my 2nd christmas with my dad. i got some more shirts, a whole bunch of books (including that navy one i've always wanted), a kate spade bag, a saphire necklace, earring and ring set, some perfume, a hands free thing for the car, and a graphing calculator. it was pretty nifty.
so now for the rest of the day, i get to clean my room and pack for jamaica, then sleep so i can wake up at 2 to leave. w0ot.
hope everyone had an awesome christmas, and has an awesome new year.
well, almost everyone.
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well well. i decided it was time for a bit of an update. its been a while.
okay, lets see.
first, i've finally found out what the fuck has been wrong with me for the past like 3 months. it only took 4 visits to the doctor, 3 blood tests, and testing me for about 10 different kinds of sicknesses, all within a 3 week period, but they finally found it. so, apparently i have this bacteria in my stomach that makes me loose my appetite (which explains why i havent had an actual meal in 3 months). so, the lack of nutrition made my period come three weeks late, which, need less to say, scared the shit out of me. so anyway, i lose my appetite, and when my stomach's completely empty (from the lack of eating, obviously) the bacteria goes to work eating away the inner walls of my stomach. which could give me ulsers in the future. pleasant, right? so they gave me a bunch of antibiotics for it. i'm on omerprazole, biaxin, and amoxicillin. all of those cost $250, thank god for insurance. i have to take three pills in the morning, and four in the afternoon every day for two weeks. so i'll have about 3,000mg of drugs in my body at any given time of every day. w0ot. so i took them all last night and this morning so far, and i'm sure that the side effects are 20x worse than the bacteria eating away at my stomach. theres upset stomach, nausea, vomiting, indigestion, diarrhea, loss of appetite, head ache, cough, dizziness, shakiness, back pain, and a strange taste in the mouth. i'm going thru about 3/4 of those right now, which explains why i'm sitting home instead of being at school. although i do have to go in in about 2 hrs to do that stupid math mid term, dammit. oh well.
so nothing else has really been going on. i was planning to use this entry as a ranting type thing, but, im not really in the mood for that right now, cuz thinking about it will put me all in a bad mood and such.
so instead, i'll just ... end this entry here.
but before i do i gotta send mucho amor to my bestest buddy dtizzle for being there to listen to my complaints, joining me on after school trips to fast food places, and helping me plot our during/post high school lives of drugs, prostitution, and crime. <33
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well. real updates are lame. and who has time for them anyway. instead i'll spend an hour of my life filling out a lame survey that 99% of you wont take the time to read.
yay.
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well that was fun wasnt it?
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well well well. i havent updated this in a while, so i figured why the hell not. and i also needed a break from that damn ss outline.
so, i was gonna do a whole end of summer update, but then i realized i forgot half the stuff i did this summer, and didnt really feel like typing out the stuff i did remember. so, 1st day of school update hereee weee gooooo.
well, i got up and made myself all pretty, you know how i roll. the bus totally sucked, let me tell you that right now. theres like 1 billion people on it, and out of all of them, theres like three white kids. let us all pray that they actually do give out those permits to juniors...
so so, 1st period was a blast. dana amj and brian are totally in my class, which is awesome. can you say 7th grade lunch all over again? except, without chris, and its actually a class. besides them, and courtney, the class is full of either meaningless people, or the cocky asshole guys .. yeah, y'all know who i'm talking about. so, we didnt do much, just talked and got our lockers.
2nd period. hm. social studies. the people in the class are pretty kool. we got back our summer work. i did less than acceptable on it .. but its all good. my avg. for all of them was an 83. meh. whatevvv. so then, calimano had the nerve to give us homework on the 1st day of school, and a quiz on the 2nd day!! pft, thats like illegal or something. but it doesnt seem like the year will be all that bad.
3rd period. wind ensemble. woohoo.?! we got our music, which looks hella hard, but i expected nothing less. i feel odd in that class, cuz i really couldnt give two shits about my bassoon, and everyone else is like ... " oohhh theres a commercial on tv, let me go practice my instrument" ... if they even have time to watch tv between all that band geekness. god i'm so mean ... i guess i should be fair and say that not everyone in that class is like that, but theres some.
so. 4th period. pshycology. wooohoo!!! i really think i'm gonna like that class .. hardcore. although i did find out that being left handed (which, i am) is a birth defect, and people that were born by c section or whatever (which, i was) are more likely to develop a mental illness. yeah, so i'm more fucked up than i thought i was. and that was only the 1st day...
5th period. gym. with dorky freshman. and i stop there.
6th period- chem. blah. the name game .. does it get any dorkier?!?
7th period. math .. blah again. i dont know anyone in my class, so i'm just gonna sit there the whole year and be a lonely, emo teen.
but, spanish, makes up for it. theres a billion people in that class, and i'm at least friendly with most of them. which rocks. except for heather... lordy. i think seeing her walk into the class was the worst part of my day... i've had that class with her EVERY year, since 7th grade. lucky me. and mikes in there too, should make for an interesting year.
then i had x to the c practice. it was funnnn. 8 laps, running the straightaways, walking the turns, as usual. i ran with jess and ali, which was kool. i'm actually planning on running this year at practice, instead of totally slacking, so i'm hoping running with them will motivate me to do that. we picked captians today ..christie and lauren. which is kool .. but i felt so bad for ali, she wanted it soooo much. man oh man. but yeah. then dana came and picked me up and we searched for somewhere to park. woot. it was a good time.
then, i came home, took a shower, did some hw, and here i am.
so, overall the 1st day was okay, not good, but not bad. danas in like 6 of my classes, which is awesome, and amjs in a few too, which rocks beyond belief. there are some people i have yet to see, but i'll see them eventually. yeah yeah.
well well, time to go finish that loverly ss outline ..!! w0ot!
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so, i'm back from music school. it was pimp. yeah, the best two weeks i have had for a hella long time. i actually want to go back <33. i miss everyone... minus a select few ... but yeah.
so.
i dont know.
whatever?
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woohoo. so, heres all my infooo for VA. and i best get a letter from every single one of you biotches!
Cadet (yeah, thats right, no more of that recruit bullshit) Karina Robinson
Naval Sea Cadet Basic Student
School of Music, Building 3602
1420 Gator Boulevard
Norfolk, VA 23621-2617
and for those of you that are too lazy to write letters, the email is cadetssomva2004@aol.com
yeah yeah.
so, i'm leaving saturday morning around 3ish, and i probably wont be back till the 16th, cuz after graduation its off to virginia beach .. holler! ...
yeah, so i'd better hear from all of you. or, leave me ur address or phone # and i'll totally write/call you!! woohoo.
yeah thats about it, time to packkk :)
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w0ot. so, whats been happening ..
friday i went to tims house, woohoo, big suprise. i was supposed to baby sit, but, i didnt. so i ended up staying at tims house till like 1? yeah, thats the latest i've stayed out somewhere, ever. without my parents. it was insane. needless to say i got in a tid bit of trouble.
saturday i went to the renegades game, which was hella lame.
sunday. oh! sunday i hung out with ryan gary and frank. mike was supposed to chill with us too, but, he didnt, and i was sad. anyway,we went to garys house, and watched old school. it was kool. then frank came over, and we went to see anchorman. w0ohoo. what a great movie. man oh man. it was so stupid, yet so funny. so, i ended up getting home around 12ish, and since that was the 2nd time coming home late in like one weekend, i got in a bit more trouble. oohh look at me and my big bad rebel self.
yesterday. hm, i did nothing all day, then went to my moms to make her and rick an anniversary dinner. i brought up stuff about me moving, my mom got all upset, so i just stayed in my room. then i went to tims. it was interesting. he asked me if mike z was gay? what a wierd question. i think he wants him. so i went home and told mike this, and we somehow made this huge love ... i dunno, 20 sided love thing. it was great.
so, i dont think anything else has really been happening. i'm off to music school in va on .. saturday? woohoo, it should be a blassttt. uhhh yeah, theres more, but i just cant remember. yep.
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woot. these past like, two days have been kool. i've finally broken down and .. gasp ... started hanging out with people other than tim. its actually been a lot of fun.
so last night i went bowling with gary ryan sarah and mike burkee. yay. it was so much fun. this other kid was there too .. paul? i think? but yeah, it was a good time. it was so nice to see sarah and mike, i havent seen them for like a year. for serious. so we went and bowled one game, mike totally "kicked" everyones ass, with a 180. w0ot. yay for cheating. so when we were done, we decided to walk to nick posts house to say hi... but, he wasnt there. we stood infront of his door waiting for like, 10 minutes tho. then we bounced over to the playground at brinkerhoff. we played on the swings and such for a bit, then me ryan and gary left and walked to dunkin donuts. after walking for a bit, we realized that it was a hell of a lot farther away than we thought. but, thankfully, jack met us at the mobil and gave us a ride. it was a tad bit cramped tho, so i had to sit on garys lap, and i think, because of me, he will never be able to have kids... so yeah. we got there, got food and coffee and whatnot, then, had a huge party. seriously. first, jack came back. then ray skylar lauren and some other girl showed up. then vitek, tyler, his boyfriend, and a few other people came. it was grand. we talked about stuff. and we're all totally going to skylars to get wasted one night, and it will be fun. yeah, then i left around 10ish. it was a really good time. it was nice to actually go out somewhere, without tim.
so today. i didnt really do anything all day. i was planning on chillin with ashley, but that didnt work. so i bounced over to the mall with dana so she could get pants for work. i got to see her carr!! woohoo. its off the hoook, yo. so, we went and got her pants, which took all of like, 10 minutes. then we went to target. boy, what a major letdown. after like a year of waiting ... it was terrible. then we went to best buy and looked at stuff to pimp out our cars!! woohoo it was so fun. i totally have plans to pimp out the scion .. if and when i get it. so then we went to mcdonalds and got some crazy milkshakes, that had like 20 flavors in them. then we went to fun central to visit brian, but he wasnt there, and we were sad. we did see billy/richie haas tho. if that counts for anything? so, left with nothing to do, she took me home. and, here comes the story that made us say .. ooh, i have to go home and put that in the el jay. so, we were by that all angels intersection, near 376, or on, i dont know. and dana almost ran the red light, cuz she thought the two, was only one. muaha. it was funny. you had to be there though. yeah yeah. so now i'm home, and its 9. i totally should have gone to floyds to watch the butterfly effect. oh well ... *sighhhh*. so, yeah. tomorrow .. its off to do some shopping y tanning con mi madre .. then some much needed chill-age with my bestest buddy ashley. woohoo. it should be funn!! yay.
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omg i need a scion, i need a scion.
thanks to white for starting my obsession ;)
i'm just not quite sure its healthy?
but seriously, how could you NOT be obsessed?
23 mpg ... and all those damn standard features ...
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you cant even act like thats not amazing ...
whew.
and i'd put a picture in here, to show you all the full orgasmicness, but i cant seem to find one anywhere :(
oh well. i'll just keep it all to myself!
i'm sorry for all of this, but my scion obsessing buddy left me .. so i had to talk about it somewhere ...
thank you for listening.
oh! oh!! the best part is .. dun dun dun ...
if, and when, i move in with my dad ....
we might buy oneee!!!! yay!!!
screw that 15 year old mercedes ...
i'm getting me a scion!!!
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so. i dont really have anything better to do, so i figured i'd update.
this week was pretty lame. lets see.
tuesday, i dont really remember what i did. but i most likely went to tims house, and did nothing.
wednesday i sat around all day, then went out with tim, eric, tims mom, and tims aunt for his birthday. it was pretty fun. we were supposed to go to oshos, which would have rocked, but we went to southside or something instead. it was a nice restaurant, but def. not tim and erics kinda place. especially not that day. their boss for paintball passed away like two hours before we went out, so they were being extra .. i dont know, stupid? i guess .. to take their minds off of it. it was insane. they both had crazy amounts of iced tea, with hella sugar .. so they were bouncing off the walls all night. so after dinner, we all went back to tims house and had cake and ice cream. it was good.. then, tims dad took me and eric home. and i ended up staying on the phone with tim for like 4 hours?
thursday .. i sat around all day yet again, then went to the renegades game. it was pretty fun. dana was there, so i chilled with her for a bit. it was nice to see her.
on friday elizabeth came over to see the puppies, and we went out to lunch. she's really kool. then we went back to my house, and played with the puppies some more, till her dad got there. then after they left, i went to the movies with tim. we walked around the mall for a bit, and i saw nicole. aw, i miss her. i def. have to call her one of these days and chill. so then we went to see the notebook. it was the cutest movie everrrr. i almost cried at the end. but poor tim, he was falling asleep. i felt bad. so after the movie, i was supposed to go to the game with my dad, but that didnt work out, so me and tim just walked around the mall for a bit. some guys in zumiez were pestering us to buy tickets to the autopilot off show on the 29th, it was funny. i think we're actually gonna go tho. finally, a show happening while i'm not at music school! .. yeah. so then tim bought me the brand new cd .. cuz i lost mine .. ohhh boy was i happy. i <3 him! then after a while we got all bored and stuff, so we went back to his house for a bit.
on saturday i got dragged off to some picnic thing for ricks boss .. ohhh boy did i not want to go. there was a lot of kicking and screaming that morning. but i did go. i met some girls that live in queens. def. not my kind of people. they reminded me of the people in gossip girls, it was sooo crazy. like, the kind that smoke and get drunk all the time, yet they still pull awesome grades, and go to the stuck up rich private schools. its was soo wierd. but it was nice to have some one to talk to. so they left at like 5, and i just sat in the car for the next few hours. i was on the phone with random people for most of the time, but it was still crazy boring. finally, we started to leave around 7ish, but as usual, rick was drunk, and there was fighting, blah blah, i wont get into it, cuz you all should know how the story goes from here. we didnt leave till about 8:30, cuz everyone was trying to calm my mom down, and force rick into the car. as usual, i was told i couldnt stay home that night, so i just went to tims house. i was upset, of course, but tim helped calm me down. i felt so bad going over there like that, cuz he doesnt wanna see me upset and stuff, but .. yeah. so anyway, i ended up going home, cuz rick was passed out, so it was safe. and. yeah.
so sunday. the most boring day everrr. i spent most of the day trying to convince my mom to take me somewhere so i could run, cuz yesterday was supposed to be the 1st day of my x to the c training, but, of course, she was to damn lazy to take me anywhere, so i decided to have rick drive me to my dads so i could run there. but, by the time i got there, i had to start getting ready to go to tims. so my 1st day of training was non existent. bleh. so yeah, i went to tims for this little party thing that tims mom was having. i rocked my mzfc shirt, and everyone there spend a good part of the night trying to figure out what it was. they came up with some pretty funny stuff. i was being all mysterious, and refused to tell them what it was. muahaha. needless to say, they were very pissed .. but ohhh well. so this party was over 18, and all the kids were forced downstairs. kinda defeats the purpose of going over there for the party right? oh!!! before we were forced downstairs .. amj called!!! woohoo. i miss her dana and lisa so much. i'm incomplete without them :(. sigh. so yeah, i was happy to hear from her. it was good to know that she wasnt kiddnapped by those damn kilt wearing scottish people. i forgot to tell her that i <3 the 90s sucks tho. oh well. so yeah, we went downstairs, and watched pretty woman. it was fun. then i came home, went to bed, woke up, and now i'm here. without plans for tonight. so sadddd. buuuttt i'll probably end up chillin with timmy .. you know how we do .. but, i should really start hanging out with other people besides him .. dont you think ?..
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oh god. theres nothing to do now that i'm home. i need to go back to boot camp. i miss it. all the stupid little things that go along with it too.
klimkowski's this is my port side this is my starboard side dance.
hearing mangos saying "y'all are pissin me off" in her cute little texas [ but i really live in new york ] accent, at least 100 times a day.
waking up at 5 for pt, and stanford jumping around, randomly screaming in peoples faces.
white, and her awesome RPOC-ness
hearing ross call everyone within his sight a dum-dum
sgt. gomez getting peoples attention by saying "hey you, yeah, you kid, the one with the friggin thing" - no kiddin
the cleaning - yeah, the cleaning. i enjoyed trying to make everything look perfect.
keeler, and that .. sound thing she made.
ensign setser and his .. add. "what was i talkin bout?" oh, and that cute southern accent.
all the cadences. oh boy, all the cadences.
z, and her endless stories about the most random things.
oh man, i could go on and on .. forever.
but i'd rather go start my summer.
wait, i'll do a bit of an update first.
so, saturday, we graduated. it was so .. emotional. it was one of the proudest moments, ever. it made me get all choked up, after we did the pass and review, cuz after we walked off that parade field, we were officially cadets. it was amazing. and then when LTCD white said "battalion, you are dissmissed" .. and after we said "dismissed aye aye sir" .. everyone like .. died. it was so wierd. so, yeah. everyone said the final goodbyes and everything, and went home. on the way home, we stopped and ate. at ginos. it was so good to be back in civilization. then i got home, and within like 15 minutes, i had plans for saturday night. thank god, cuz i didnt want to stay home. so i went to garys. it was a good time. i got to hang out with lisa and amj before they headed off to europe for the last time. we sat around garys computer and watched family guy, and other random stuff. i left around 9, cuz i was like dead. then on sunday ... uh? oh i went to church sunday morning, for the 1st time, ever. it was nice, i liked it a lot. then i went to price chopper, to get me come kashi heart to heart. but, of course, they didnt have any. i was so upset. so instead i got this kashi meledy stuff. its actually really good, but it doesnt compare to kashi heart to heart. then i went to my moms, to visit with her, since i hadnt seen her in like three weeks. but i ended up cleaning the bathroom, and sleeping. nice, right? then i went back to my dads around 9 or something. and tim called!! the convo was kinda awkward .. i didnt like it. but i guess thats what happens after not talking for a few weeks. then on monday, i did nothing all day .. which really sucked. then i had a driving lesson.. woohoo. i scheduled my road test .. aug. 17th babii. so later on, i went to tims house. it was soo nice to see him .. man oh man. he likes my hair .. thank god. oh, for those of you that dont know, jessica cut like four inches off my hair at boot camp, so i'm sporting a new short hairstyle. so, at tims .. we sat around for a few hours, just talking and watching random tv shows. then we watched harry potter for a bit .. and finally .. the show we've all been waiting for, for like 6 months came on .. yeah thats right. i <3 the 90s. god, what a HUGE dissapointment. ugh. after a bit, we couldnt even watch it anymore. so yeah, i went home, around 10:15ish, and went to bed. yeah, i went to bed. i refuse to waste this summer staying up all night on the computer, then sleeping all day. nooo way. i'm actually going to do something productive with my summer. like, volunteer, or something of the sorts. maybe i'll join the DUTCHESS [ahem, not putnam] 4H, and make some awesome milkshakes ! hah!
ok well now i'm off to do something more productive with my summer ..
oh, someone come with me to siren fest? please?
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well well... boot camp was amazing. i didnt want to leave. i miss everyone already.
its very sad.
i feel like i changed sooo much, in a very short time. like .. i really despise being on the computer right now .. and i wouldnt be if it wasnt for the fact that i need to talk to anastasia. i feel like i could be doing something much more beneficial with my time, like cleaning, running, or reading. its soo odd. and i also have no appetite whatsoever for "gidunk and pop" [ junk food and soda ]. i'd rather be eating fruit and drinking water. i want to be in bed right now, so i can wake up at 5 tomorrow and go running. i think i'm sick? .. but its a good kind of sick .. boot camp made me grow as a person .. i <3 it.
ahh .. boot camp
i'll give a more detailed update about what actually happened sometime later
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w0ot. i've just realized why i'm so bad at conversations.
i'm a defensive conversationalist .. so i sit back and wait for other people to say something for me, before i say anything to them.
which explains the lack of convos i have ..
i spend to much time waiting for people to say something to me ..
w0ohoo.
thanks for listening everyone, you've been a lovely audience ;)
maybe one of these days i'll do a real update.
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so so. nothing much has been happening for the past few days.
school. finals. tim. driving. yearbooks.
i <3 him.
i'm totally driving home from NJ tomorrow. woohooo. go me.
thats pretty much it.
actually its not really.
i'm just toooo tired.
goodnight.
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so.
yeah.
due to popular demand? i guess? i've decided to do a whole update of my week and weekend and whatnot.
if you get bored, dont blame me, you guys asked for it!
or, you know, you could just, stop reading when you get bored. that works too.
so here goes.
sunday the... 23rd? i woke up, early. i dont remember what time. but. yeah. i met up with mike, jason, and the dudleys at the train station at 7:30. the train ride to the city was fun. we talked about a bunch of stuff, i dont remember what tho. then lt. forzaglia, calcutti, ron, josh, dylan and matt got on at croton i think, and joined in the fun. we got to the city, met up with all the other units that went with us, and waited for the bus. the ride to va was long. i sat with jessica. due to her crazy weekend, she slept most of the way .. and had sandwiches thrown at her ... and i listened to my cd player. we stopped at a rest stop to change into our dress whites. of course, me, thinking we werent wearing them till thursday, had them all the way at the bottom of my sea bag. it took me like 10 years to get them out. it was fun. so we had this little inspection where i got my 1st dose of the bitch that is cordova. ugh. so it took us all of 13 hours to get down there, due to a stupid bus driver. we got on the ship, got all settled, went to this safety crap, took showers, and went to bed.
monday- we woke up at .. 4:15 to do pt. we were supposed to be down there at 5:30, but since we woke up so early, we were all ready at 5, and, somehow, we still managed to show up late, and we got in trouble by the guys. it wasnt kool. then we had "chow" i got all choked up while we were waiting in that long line, and i almost started crying for some reason. i dont know why. possibly homesickness? yeah. i dont remember much else from monday. it was most likely a bunch of standing around and whatnot.
tuesday- the guys didnt show up to pt, cuz they're assholes. probably punishing us for showing up late the day b4. i dont remember much else from tuesday either. more lectures about knots and fire, and more standing around. oh, right. i almost got arrested. cuz people thought i was in the navy, fraternizing with the sea cadets, since i didnt have patches on. heh. i got yelled at for that one. but phil had my bad. i think this was the day that all the feelings about how everyone was having a crappy time came out. so we all had the same feelings going thru us. this was also the day that we realized we were the only white girls there. so, for once, we were getting picked on, because we were white. the highlight of tuesday was colorguard practice. i'm forever grateful to jason for having it. it came at the perfect time. so me jessica and barbara were in tears, cuz .. yeah. well i was in tears mostly cuz i was laughing so hard at the fact that it was because we were white, cuz it was so true, but it was also cuz i was having a crappy time. but dylan and josh told us some black and puerto rican jokes to say to them, so that made us feel better. we are so horrible. so, that night i had watch. i volunteered to take another girls watch so she could go to that party thinger. it was fun. oh, it was also the day that smelly girl threw up all over the place. and, we found the seasoned salt that she put in her socks....
wednesday- hm. oh. we pulled into nyc. and, um. oh. we played knockout with the jrotc and marine people. it was fun. i got knockedout later than i thought i would. it was kool. jrotc won, but thats cuz they meet every day and .. yeah. and they suck. cuz they get ribbons for like, picking their noses. and it looks tacky. but yeah. they all went home that day. and they took smelly throw up girl with them. thank god. so, wed. night we had liberty in the city. it was fun. we went to toys r us, and complained to mikes dad about the minorities [but, in this case, they were the majority] that we had to bunk with. then we went to applebees. that wasnt too kool, cuz thats up there on my list of worst places to eat, ever, but it was fun. it was me, mike, jason, cori, jones, jessica, barbara, mikes dad, jasons mom, and jasons aunt. then we got to walk around. i got starbucks. that made my day. all the co's got wasted, that was fun. and we caught spidola smoking. w0ot.
thursday- cordova went home. thank god. to take care of her fucking dog. she was def. having an end of life crisis. i hope. so. we went to staten island to help out with this .. thing. i dont even know what it was. i dont like staten island. it smells bad. so i spent the 1st half of the day listening to these little kids sing. one of them was one of the girls that was on stage moms, and i was like whoaaa. so then. after me and jones ate our raw hamburgers [they were gross, might i add] we headed over to the recruiting table thing with jessica. it was really fun. i went on the flight stimulater with mike and jones, and mike was going crazy. he slammed into the door, and it opened and stopped the ride. i almost pissed my pants. i stole a bunch of free stuff from the navy table. it was fun. then i marched into the army recruiting place, proudly rockin my navy uniform. it was fun. so. we got back. and people blew up. thats when i realized that people werent mean to us cuz we were white. it all led back to the co's. shit rolls downhill. they take out their bad mood out on ting, she takes it out on the girls in her unit, they take it out on us, and we take it out on throwup girl!! so i wasnt quite as mad. so, since it was our last day, i was planning on staying up all night, just cuz i could. so i volunteered to do watch all night. it ended up just being 9-11, cuz i feel asleep. but i had my good ol' buddy jessica take over for me. so she took 11-1, woke jones up so she could do 1-3, and, jones fell asleep at 1:15. heh. oh, right. thursday night was fun after we got back. we missed chow, so we got the people in the kitchen to give us stuff to make pb&j. it was kool. then it was homework time, which, for us, turned into snorting salt time. poor josh and shillingford were crying. and jessica did it like a pro... kinda makes you wonder ... ;).
friday- finally. the last day. we didnt do much, but stand around and pack. it was fun. my dad came to get me, i saw him, and i cried. i think it was bcuz my sea bag was heavy tho. yeah. thats it. so i got home around 2, then went to tims. i dont remember what we did tho. oh, wait. yeah. we went to the movies. it was a grand ol' time. i missed him.
saturday- i slept till 1, then woke up, ate breakfast, then took a 4 hour nap. it was great. then, i went to tims house. again. we watched old school. yeah.
sunday- my dad was all mad at me, for hanging out at tims too much, so he was like, if he invites you over today, you cant go. so, he invited me to his uncles house. so i could go! but, before that, i had to go to sams with him. oh, and he got robbed. it was kool. not really, but yeah. so i went to tims uncles, and we watched the old mayor of pough. get totallly trashed. it was sooo great. the barbcue itself was lame tho. it was kool that tim skipped paintball practice to go tho, jussst so he could hang out with me. but yeah. so after we left, he came to my dads and .. i packed. and we chilled. then he left. and i went to bed.
today- hm. i woke up at .. 530 and got ready. then it was off to the parade. it was nifty. it sucked tho, cuz colorguard [ me, jess, barbara, jason, mike, dylan and josh ] had to stand at attention for about an hour while the people talked. i sneezed, and jason gave me a dirty look. then we marched. everyone we passed was like "thank you for serving our country" i laughed. and got another dirty look. so then we went to rons for a barbecue. jason, cori, and mike were being total assholes tho, so i only stayed for a little while. their assholeness led me to leaving early. it sucked. but i did get to meet kiel today. jessica is a very lucky girl! [ dont worry jess, i'm not hitting on him, i'm just saying hes an awesome guy for you ] so after rons house i got to finally come home!! yay!!
so, yep, that was my week.
i left out a lot of stuff tho, just like jessica. so i'll be editing this entry a lot as i randomly think of things.
i think i learned a lot this week. it was kool. for once in my life, i wanted to be the minority. hehe. i also have a newfound respect for our unit, and the CO. after seeing how bitchy the other COs were, and how much the other units suck, i realized how lucky we are to have phil. and i also noticed how our unit always has each others backs, no matter what. it rocked so hardddd. i got to know people a lot better, which was awesome. and. yeah. i also realized how insanely funny matt is. that was kool. so, yeah, it started out bad, but as the week went on, it got a lot better, to the point that i almost didnt want to leave on friday. almost. heh. but yeah. i'll def. do it again. this trip .. made me .. want to do a lot better in sea cadets? i guess? its odd. but yes. it rocked.
so. there was the update everyone. thanks for caring!!
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ok so, i just read this entry after i typed it, and i realized half of it makes NO sense. but i dont feel like re writing it, cuz i'm lazzzy. so if any part of it .. confuses any one, just tell me and i'll straigten it out for you.
woot.
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people are assholes.
FUCKING assholes.
yeah, thats right.
and to think, just a few short days ago i worshiped him.
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so i'm home.
in case anyone cares?
um. yeah.
i got home around 2 yesterday, and went to tims at 4.
i hung out at his house till like 8:30, then we went to the movies.
what a great first day home.
i got home, and slept for 14 hours. then i woke up, ate breakfast, and took a 4 hour nap. pure bliss i tell you.
so, tonight.
hopefully some more hanging out with tim-age?
otherwise, nothing.
so much for going bowling with everyone?
[ahem, if you guys still wanna go, gimme a call]
then tomorrow, possibly a sleepover at the dudleys.
then mondays the parade and party type thing!!!
woohoo.
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